Along the way

Can someone tell me exactly why we are having a heat wave in the middle of January? It's freakin' winter! I want my snow!!!!! Ok, I'll probably be kicking myself afterwards once the foot of snow comes and I have to trek myself up to Rosslyn for work but come on now!!! We didn't get our white Christmas and we get a heat wave. It's not that I'm complaining or anything --I love this Spring weather...just one flake of snow please.

Anyway, I met up with a former colleague of mine today for lunch. Theo! He's one funny funny guy. He left BGR a few months before me and is now in a program preparing him to take the MCATs and go into medschool. The fascinating thing about his story, oddly enough, is something he thought wasn't interesting at all. Let's see...he went and saw a person who helps you redirect your life. A coach per se. He took some tests and had a conversation with this lady. Here he found out that he was going to find happiness if he goes into the field of science...hence the medschool thing. Do I believe in this? Maybe. I'm just as lost as he was feeling. Now, now he finally has found something he never thought he'd be doing and he seemed happy. I need someone to just direct me and I'll go. Just like the way this lady pointed him to the right direction. As much as he fought it, he gave it a boy scout try and found a path he was actually happy to travel by.

I on the other hand am still flailing about the world without any aim. Only perhaps that slim possibility of a career in music but what are the chances of that? Come on now...I can't even get Jason Mraz's song down...what more ...well, I have my own skills and I still think I can once I get my thoughts in order and my abilities sharper. Not to mention getting over the fear of playing in front of people. I think the dread is the judgment. Oh well..gotta get over that soon. But I digress....I do need direction. I want a bright neon sign to say....COME DOWN HERE. Though with those kinds of signs, I need to be weary since those are usually "unblessed"' by God. So prior, of course, to any chance in life trajectory, well....I'll be doing LOTS of praying.

Oh well. I best go to bed. Oh wait...finish reading this oh-so-boring document.

Next blog, I'll be writing a poem. I miss those. I hope you miss them too. Tah tah!