Gotta be Me

It must have been me
No matter what it was
It must have been me

The apprehension lasts like I'm somewhere between yesterday and tomorrow yet I'm nowhere here today.
'Cus I'm lost from myself
Lost from the sorrow
Lost in the middle of nowhere
So I say,

It must have been me
No matter what it was
It must have been me

I bet to make different
I try to stay to see
Yet I ran and I ran 'til I thought I was free
From the sudden sorrow of unfulfilled dreams
The dread that I've missed the path I should have been in
I've made myself dizzy looking about here and there
'Cuz I know I'm confused on what I need to be so I say ..

It must have been me
No matter what it was
It must have been me

I've made so many mistakes
No need to dwell on them
I need to get over regret
I need to find my path again
No matter how long it takes

I'm trying hard to take a deep breathe
To take in the surroundings and see what's best
I'm calming my nerves, I'm fighting back tears
I gotta find a way to get out of this damned mess I feared

Cuz now, It's gotta be me
No matter what it is I'm in
It's only gotta be me
Getting out and finding me
Despite the illusions
Despite the mirage
Despite the fairy tailed dreams that I'm living off
I gotta stop running
I gotta stop thinking
I gotta stop, I gotta stop and find my bearing
I gotta stop ignoring help that's been there and have always been
I gotta take your hand ...
Hold on for dear life ... and admit that I can no longer find it alone inside

'Cuz its only me ... and maybe now I'll agree
that maybe, it's not just me but for us to see ...