TGIF

with the lack of a better title. sigh. so yesterday, i went and had my first "mystic tan." wow. it's great. i love it though, it's a tad expensive. i need to find a place that's a little bit reasonable so i can keep my "glow." hahahah! or does sex keep that? hahahahahah! just kidding. for those of you who know me, that part of the comment is a tad funny. ANYWAY, it's friday. nothing new. oh, i did finally get some strings and eric's going to teach me how to string my guitar. whee hoo! finally i can practice. stardom here i come. HA! hey! dont' bust my bubble, k? =)

and so i sit here at my desk, waiting to find something to amuse me. but there does not seem to be a point to wait for it, however tiny. so i twiddle my thumbs and search the net and wished that i have a dog for a pet. i really want a dog. a husky would be great. but who knows when that will happen? anyway, as i look through the pages of the apa reference guide, i wonder when it will be the time i'll get published and can brag about it with pride? soon i think, it will happen since i'm working on a national publication.

my birthday is coming up. parties parties parties. aaaaahhhhh!!!! and california too. doh!

trapped in the middle of nowhere
i search for a place to perch
i found a nooke to hide in
a hole in which to avoid sin

no reason why not to stay
just hide within this hideaway
will i avoid disaster doing this?
or losing on the experience

but it's easy just not to look
to creep within the burrow
and hide beneath the shadow
of blanket of security

i think though i'm losing wisdom
a learning opportunity
will i have the capacity
to cope with this insanity

and so i sit within this perch
to ponder if i should search
and leave behind my hideaway
to live life, from day to day