Jump in?

What shoulda been
What could have been
What would have been
I'll never know

The brave have done it before
I somehow, like the cowardly lion
Lost it, left it, unable to tap it
Enough to know, I missed it

It ain't my fault nor was it his
The situation just ain't right
I guess it could never have been

I move on and so did he
The shoulda, coulda, woulda be
I'll just leave it behind for me

It's the way it is
I'm willingly leaving it be
Turning and walking away
To a shoulda, coulda, woulda day

Goodbye goodbye
my shoulda coulda woulda heart
Goodbye goodbye
Marching onward

So I guess that's what it is. When you are timid and are afraid, the opportunity would just pass you by. I should have listened to Arlene and Richard when they urged me to do something about my feelings. Alas, my coward self won. He's with someone now. So I bow out of a game that I never did join to play. I gotta learn to jump in. When will that happen?