...ing

Now that I'm able to think about what has happened and distance myself from the emotion, I've realized there really isn't any reason for me to be truly mad and make a mountaing out of ...really almost nothing. Maybe a bit disappointed. Yes. Maybe a bit upset. Yes. But there is no basis for anything beyond it. There was no relationship to speak of. There was no promise. There was no anything. The only thing there was an expressed interest and the possibility of something. That said, it only means that it could possibly lead to one thing or inevitably into another, which in this case at hand lead to nothing. I truly managed my expectations poorly which got me to where I am right now. The only thing hurt right now is my ego and that would heal. No biggie. And so I move on and let things be. These ...ing(s) are driving me crazy. I'll end it all right here. Goodbye to what could be and let my expectations die with thee and let it wither into nothing ... allowing it to fade into the void.