office slump

For the first time in months, I'm actually looking for work to do.  Although I know I should really just enjoy this moment because it would not take a long time before hell would brake loose again and I'll be once more swamped with work.  In the meantime, I was web surfing when I found some articles on Tom Cruise's appearance at Oprah's show yesterday.  Talk about pollard opinions.  People are beside themselves that Mr. Cruise is actually happily in love with Katie Holmes who is about half his junior.  I say, let them be.  Even if its just for a moment, let them be happy.  Isn't that a point of life?  Being happy?  Good for them that they found each other.  Who cares about what others think?  Yeah, sure it may very well be a publicity stunt.  But who really lost anything, who really cares?  Ultimately, we all got something out of this.  We gained a few minutes of gossip and they had their fun on the spot light.

 

Another slump I've been having is writing.  I haven't written much lately.  No poem.  No thought (well besides my occasional blogging).  No songs.  I've been trying to conjure up some inspiration somewhere to no avail and yet I have this itch (though not as strong as last year's) to actually be able to start and finish a song.  I have half written songs which is quite sad.  I told Wes about it and he said he'd help me out tomorrow.  Can I actually be forced to write when the mood is not there?  Who knows?  Maybe I just need to see someone go through the motion and process of song writing to actually see if mine is good enough.  I really shouldn't think that way but I can't help but be uncertain of my abilities.  Of course logically, everyone has a different process to create.  I guess I just need someone to assure me that I am doing something right.  Anyway, I'm off to write some "lessons learned" for work.  

 

Much love friends....