it's nice to hear someone's voice that you haven't heard in years. last night, i had a great conversation with my friend christina. i haven't spoken to her for some reason or another. mostly because sometimes, things just fall into the cracks and you forget about it and then realize after some time has passed that you miss it ...or in this case her. and so you drop in a line and pull her out of the cracks in hopes that you can keep the line going. i would like to think though that i was not as careless as i think i have as it pertains to my friend christina because i know she's one of my friends that i sure cannot fall into the cracks. i think what happened is that you store away friendships and you get back to them as important things happen. i have lots of friends like that. they are stored...not necessarily falling into cracks but stored for good measure....knowing at the back of your mind, sometimes they would have you in their minds or vise versa. but we had the greatest conversation last night. i did get a feeling thought that the conversation was one sided...i did most of the talking. =) aaahhh!! i did however, ask her about her new place and the "dating" scene. i guess the point of the conversation was about my last posting. call me a Jesus Freak but man! God DOES show you the way. I believe in Him and someone in my quarter-life crisis, i can figure out what i should be doing with my life.
So I went to Meg's party this evening. Actually, before that, I went and had dinner with Tom and his wife Julie, Jane, Cribbs, and Rob. It was fun. We were all crazy. I was suppose to go to see Lord of the Rings with the Hardy's but they decided to change plans the last minute and so I couldn't come. (plan was to go to a late movie so I can grace the party with my presence) Hmmm, that was nice of them. Very thoughtful aren't they? I was of course mad but there is no point to stay mad for something so stupid. But the underlying thing is, they obviously didn't care if I went or not....I didn't feel like a friend but a tag on person instead. I guess if you're not blood, you're not important? I guess I can understand that. Am I being too nice? Maybe. But there are just things that is not worth putting too much thinking of. Although, feelings hurt are feelings hurt. And a thought has been planted in my mind about our friendship. What the conclusion would be I'm not sure. They're still friends, but what has evolved to be our friendship I'm not sure. By writing about it, am I doing what's opposite of what I claimed I have done? Let bygones be bygones? Maybe. It is MY blog and I can write what I want. And I need to vent and so I'm venting. And so I move on. . .
Where was I before I went on a tangent? oh yeah...Meg's party. It was great. LOTS of good looking people and nice people. Some are a little aloofish but that's to be expected. I had lots of fun there. Although the people I was with witnessed me withdrawing from people. See, if and when I'm in new situations, I usually fall into the shadows and observe. I like doing that. I'm perfectly happy doing that actually. But I guess since they've seen my extroverted self, they were taken aback that I was in this party, the opposite --an introvert. Oh well. The different sides of Lina B.
Anyway, after we left the party, we went to another one. I didn't know anyone at this party...not even the person who invited the crew. I hitched a ride with Tom so I really couldn't really go anywhere else. I'm glad I went. I had fun there too. Watching people doing crazy things. A guy at the corner singing out of tune although he did play the guitar well. People dancing the salsa...without rhythm. Quite a funny scene though...it was a source of lots of laughter. Then there were people "attempting" to sing Christmas carols ... but alas, they were out of tune as well. hahahhaha! Ah, source of lots of fun.
I got home around 2:30 and then passed out. ah sleep!
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