Jumbled thoughts

I'm being haunted by thoughts. So many of them that I can't keep up. They move in and out of my conscious mind so fast that I get dizzy and confused --or is this a result of being sick? It doesn't help that there's always a song that floats around with them which makes things even harder to decipher. Yesterday, there was actually a moment I physically got jolted to waking up and just music is flowing through my head. I couldn't even focus to remember what it was. I just know that it was great and that the music moved me. I wish I was skilled enough to put this into notes so I can just play it later. Alas, I need to sharpen my memory or have my handy dandy tape recorder. But at that moment, my recorder was nowhere in sight. Oh well. =(


should I write a note addressed to no one
in hopes that it will be you who reads it through
should I just shout to the world and hope you'll hear
the voice I give to songs it reaches your ear

should I hop on a ship and sail the seas
in hopes that the tide will bring you near
or perhaps a message sent through the winds
will blow through you and you'd feel

will this be enough to get your attention
because I need your affection
my dear, I'd give anything to get you here
just tell me how, tell me now, and I'll make it clear

but just give it a try is all I ask
once we've met it won't be rough
we'll soar through the heavens and we'll never stop
because once we are together it will be enough

honey, trust me once we reach the heavens
you won't search for anyone else
and we won't stop there, my dear
we'll go beyond what we know or feel
and you will not look for another star anymore

will this be enough to get your attention
because I need your affection
my dear, I'd give anything to get you here
just tell me how, tell me now, and I'll make it clear

just give me a chance to prove it to you
you won't regret at all
just trust me, this is only the start
honey, you haven't seen it all


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will things be easy once I've met you
will my dreams come true too
will you be the answer to all my desires
or will it disappoint me totally