just an addendum

oh yeah, i saw the oscar dela joya match last nite....that was a great pain. he should have won instead of that other guy. gosh. oh i finally met josh...jeremy's friend that i seem to hear about often....he's nice though. so that's a good thing.

i was talking to my mom again during dinner. (see, we have a normal little nuclear family who have dinner everynite...well, most nites if i don't go out). i told her how surprised i am of her answer (see post before this) and all she said was so long as you are happy with your decision and that you can support yourself....go for it. She did however say, take your time. Take things slow and don't jump on it too fast that you'd just hurt yourself. I'm glad for the advise. And so my devious mind is starting to work. K, maybe not devious. but it has gotten me to think. i should start back at my singing. start back writing (like really writing things down). continue learning to play the guitar and when i'm ready, join a band. so that's a start right? something to work on. a plan of action. good things happen to patient people. so God guide me!