Thursday, September 23, 2004

Here it Is!

It's the eve of my departure from work. I'm finally severing the knot to a piece of my life. Sure it scary but what change doesn't? I've learned from that experience and I've gained all that I can gain from that job and it's time to move on. You know sometimes it makes it seem, as I write these revelations and thoughts that I'm rationalizing. Its easy to second guess yourself when you're leaving behind something so familiar and going forward toward the vast unknown. What is it that I'm suppose to be doing in my life? What is my purpose? I look out the window and see all the possibilities in front of me. Wild, growing, and far reaching. The only holding be back is my fear and lack of imagination. Anuything is possible. I truely believe in that. The possibilities are endless. All those cliches are quite true. Yes, there are some limits. Those prohibited by law, or something that nature would not let you at all. Like, I cannot be a swimmer for 1) I'm not a strong swimmer and 2) Despite the fact that I can only do breast stroke and free style but the fact that I'm short, would be a disadvantage. I guess I can still try but I would not be as good as those who are tall and whose bodies are made and sculpted for swimming. Anyway, my height shots down possibilities for other sports such as basketball (I'm not even a great shot), tennis, volleyball. Unless I have that raw talent that I have yet to discover, I will not be as good as those who are built for it. But anything IS possible still, regardless of limitations, you can still be as great as others --with some hard work and sweat, then all will be well. Look at Spud Web! He wasn't as tall as everyone else, and yet he can jump like no other and dunk that ball into the hoop. Now, you can't beat that. You always have to work toward something. Try your best and God would do the rest. He knows what's good for you and what you are meant to do. So long as you prepare for it. I remember someone saying: When the door opens, then it's too late. If you are not prepared for that opportunity, then that opportunity is wasted. So preparation is key. Remember, we also have to pave the way for the second coming. "Repent and pave the way!"

So here it is. My reality today is that tomorrow would be the end of the known and at the stroke of 3pm, then my known will then be the UNknown. "Today Matters" and I know I have to do something about it. What now? Where is the road leading me? In the meantime, I'm here chillin' and having a sigh of relief and crossing my fingers while I'm praying in hopes that what is next would be better still.

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