Signs?

I've been searching for signs of what I want to do since I started my real soul searching last August of 2003. Lately, those horoscopes that various spammers send you has changed tone from blah blah blah to, it's time to think things through and make a decision, go for the leap. What does that mean? Granted, my belief in horoscopes are nil, some part of me can't help but ponder the possibilities. Though I will not pull a Jason Mraz and leave home in the middle of the night and head to a place where I know one person. Too much at stake here so, responsible me can't make that leap as of yet. Besides, I'm thinking by the time he mad that leap into the unknown, his skills as a singer/song writer has been worked on for a couple of years at least. Me? Well, it's only been 5 months. I'm learning slowly and I'm determined to write a whole song from lyrics, melody, to music. In fact, my teacher Wes has given me a HW assignment to try and put together a melody using the different keys. We'll see how that goes. I'm struggling so far since whatever he told me last Thursday has escaped me for I was dead tired that day. Anyway, as for the signs, I still do not know what to make of it. I'll take it as a thumbs up from the big JC that whatever I'm doing is what I should be doing and patience and faith is what I need to keep on going. I wish someone will just tell me, honey--you're on the right track in bold, loud, neon sign. I guess it would not be a fun journey if you are being directed so literally. The adventure and the learning will not occur...not to mention growth in spirit and self. So I guess all I have to do is keep on looking out for other signs so I know when to turn, to keep going, or to stop. God will lead the way....I'll reach it someday. Amen!