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Is it always like this? When you're moving onto a new chapter in your life, you get anxious, scared, and all these horrible ideas just floats in your head and then you just get stuck. I'm overwhelmed with what is not there. Overwhelmed with that might happen, with looking for a new job, and by just being. Parts of my life is still moving, flowing, but this work part of my life is just on this weird limbo feeling. Now I know why people become a total bum. You just get overwhelmed. How come in college, they do not teach you how to apply to jobs properly? Shouldn't that be a required course? A one credit, half semester class where they just equip you with skills on how to apply to jobs, and how to interview? School sure left out a whole bunch of skills you ought to know by the time you enter the "real world." HA! I find it funny that the "real world" due to the success of MTVs "reality" show has become a cliche for kids who just wants to hook-up and be on tv. Funny, back in the day I wanted to be in the show. Can you Imagine? Whoa! Little 'ol innocent me in that show. SCARY! I'll definitely be corrupted by the end. Would probably be all sexed out by now. But I digress....