thoughts . . . . and more thoughts

Sometimes I wonder if I can really write songs. I mean, I haven't had a decent song written down. I have one at least, the one I wrote when I was a sophonore/junior in HS back in the Philippines. I guess now, my expectations are a bit high and whatever I do isn't good enough. Maybe I should have a friend listen to it. I haven't had the guts to sing it to anyone really. No music accompanies it. Aaaah! I really need to chill out.

I finally got my guitar back yesterday. I'm psyched. It's perfect now. Everyone at the store was like, "I wanted to buy that guitar." Well, I lucked out and got to it first. It was meant for me to have and play. Now, if only I can compose some music then I'll be dandy. Maybe I'll tell my teacher to teach me songs that I can sing to. That's the goal isn't it?

So I think I'm getting better. I'd have to ask my teacher. I have no concept of improvement really so I just have to ask. Anyway, I'll write more later. I need to get ready to go train new agents today. Then a conference call after that. Fun day! But at least I have guitar lessons to look forward to this evening.