Thursday, November 20, 2003

what's the cost of it all?

so here we are, placed in this world by God (if you believe in Him --which I do) or by some cosmic random chance. anyway, regardless of your beliefs, we are placed in this world and we are given choices in our lives all which have consequences, be it positive or negative. hopefully, most of your decisions have positively enhanced your life and that your opportunity costs were low (implicit or explicitly).

Sometimes I push
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I crave attention
Sometimes It's easy for me to give affection

Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I laugh
Sometimes I mingle with people
Sometimes I hover in my own little world

If I'm confusing you with this duplicity
I myself don't know what's wrong
but somehow it's easy if i were not me

Sometimes I fear
Sometimes I'm brave
Sometimes I'm like a daredevil
and I think that I am invinsible

Believe me, I don't mean to be this and that
It's tiring, and I can't seem to know what is reality
But I really, just want to be . . . me

If I'm confusing you with this duplicity
I myself don't know what's wrong
but somehow it's easy if i were not me

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