Lethargy

eric keeps on complaining about work. i, the optimistic one usually can dispel any of his absurd yet sometimes fact based comments. today however, is a different day. lethargy kicked in. his cynical attitude permeated my otherwise happy-go-lucky manner and i was hating my job as well. oh well, oh well. sometimes we just get to that. it does not help that i have this pipe dream that one day i'll get out of this job and have a wonderful career in something else. does everyone go through this? it seems most if not all of my friends are going through this quarter life crisis. all our lives we've been pushed to pursue a career. money making is the focus really. but my question is, how satisfying is it to have all the money in the world and not truly happy with what you are doing? so i'll follow what this wise person said, follow your dreams and do what you love and the money will follow. it may not be much, but at least you are happy. we'll see if that holds true...and if i can sustain a lifestyle i have grown accustomed to. but work work work towards a goal and hopefully, you'll reach it.

i travel the road least traveled by
but mom did say to be cautious when i try
sometimes though we trip and fall
we gash our hands and knees and all

yet we stand up and keep on walkin'
this sordid world we are placed in
so come ride with me, on the bello train
it's hella beautiful, just like my name

we'll sing some songs and chant some rhymes
we'll celebrate and have a heck of a time
we'll laugh our hearts out, have no fear
with tears falling with every cheer

so really, hop on board we'll have a hellava ride
to a place of fun, parties, and i hope you'll survive
chug once you enter, the dopest ride you'll ever get
you'll enjoy the ride would never ever regret

even though we stumble and fall
as we travel through this road, and we stroll
and you try to listen to your mothers words
you'll think, gosh...have you heard anything so absurd?

let me be and i'll learn my way
even though i may learn the hard way
but at least i did it even though i stumbled
lots of fun though, not at all troubled

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so it was you who said that time will tell
whether or not our love will swell
and grow and blossom and get old with time
as we get togehter and are now entwined

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words meanings twisted and exploited
words causes harm and pain
words holds many meanings these words

on the flipside though...

words can lift up someone's spirits
words describe beauty