unfinished....

so i have to agree with johnny v. when he says that storms are fun. it is fun. although my only caveat is that i do not like thunder. i hate thunder. i'm afraid of thunder. why you ask? well, it's because i grew up on a valley where the sound of thunder gets heighted 10 fold. it sucks. when it storms in the philippines, it feels like there's a war around you. i often prayed myself to sleep. that's what mom told me to do if i'm afraid. so that's what i did. i guess it worked since i never finished my hail mary's. so yeah, isn't it funny that i'm afraid of thunders and not lightnings? go figure. one will scare you with sound and the other can actually kill ya. i'm afraid of the sound. funny funny funny. i remember during the tibetan freedom concert, there was a storm and i was away from my friends. when it started lighting and thundering, all my friends were concerned about me. the saddest but coolest experience of that concert though was when there was that lightning within the stadium (big loud bang!) and i looked down and saw, like in a movie that there were people dispersing and one person left in the middle. it was aweful. it was surreal. anyhoo...that's my storm story fer ya.

speaking to me softly
holding me tight
i wanna know if you'll be here tonite

somehow, somewhere you'll be there
making me happy
whether its here or there

now bouts of joy just appear out of nowhere
making me giddy and perfectly happy
the very thought of you here with me honey

the image of lust of love and harmony
the very idea of you with me
am i just being flighty?
i laugh as i jest about thee
tell me, will you and i last 'til we're 90?

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i've always wondered how it will feel
when finally your arms circle around me
as our lips lock and i feel your touch
i dream of these and i awake hoping you're here still

but yes, it's just a dream
as the day breaks and so does the feeling
i hope and pray (and be patient here)
when will be the day you and i be loving

i can only dream of your presence here
i can only wonder how it will be
i hope i haven't missed my chance
hoping and dreaming and missing it totally

so suddenly the day does come
i feel you in my arms
so this is how it feels
to love, to see, to be with thee